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I read some arbit code
The trickiest one that I have ever known
Don’t know how to port
But it’s job to me and I read alone

I stare at empty screens
On the Boulevard of Broken Builds
Where the city sleeps
but I’m unlucky one and I code alone
I code alone
I code alone
I code alone
I code alone …

My music’s the only one that wakes beside me
My hollow brain’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I hope someone out there will help me
‘Til then I code alone

I’m scrolling down the file
That divides me somewhere in my mind
Why are these million errors
Of the build and why should I fix alone

Read between the lines
All’s fucked up and trillion hash defines
Check my vital signs
To know I’m still alive and I code alone
I code alone
I code alone
I code alone
I code alone …

My music’s the only one that wakes beside me
The night’s the only time when I’m working
Sometimes I dream someone out there will help me
‘And throughout the day I sleep alone
I sleep alone …

Disclaimer – This piece is pure fiction and has nothing to with my profession, my current assignment and my current employer.

Technorati Tags: random, frustration, ramblings, timepass

It starts with ..

one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know ..

Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

so unreal ..
 
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to

whats you got ..

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try,
keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
to explain in due time

I tried so hard ..

In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised

it got so (far) ..

Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me

in the end ….

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

"I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter"

i've put my trust in you
pushed as far as I can go
for all this
There's only one thing you should know

i've put my trust in you
pushed as far as I can go
for all this
There's only one thing you should know
 
"I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter"

…